ever have that feeling where you just feel empty
its like you simply dont exist and whatever you say or do doesnt have meaning
I feel that way sometimes
I open my mouth to say something or i show up to be apart of everything but im neither heard nor seen
its like im not alive or im not good enough for people
im nice, i smile a lot, I enjoy making others happy, but in reality im not even happy with myself
its a fight everyday to smile
its a constant struggle to fight back my problems so i can feel ok for once
idk just how i feel sometimes
maybe this will change but lately its just been getting worse